God Did What He Promised (One Year, 85,000 Blessings)

 

Every time someone would ask how they could pray for me, I’d always say the same thing;

I just don’t want this to be my life anymore.

That was the only plausible way out of this mess — that the Creator of The Heavens and The Earth have enough pity on me to slip me a get out of jail free card. Or better yet, let me exchange my life for a new one. (You either understand that level of suffering, or you don’t. I’m afraid, there is no in between.)

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(Week 5) What If God Led You To Your Hopelessness?

 

Startled, my eyes opened in a fury — darting across the room with more questions than I had gone to sleep with.

What time is it? …What day is it? … Please Lord, tell me it was all just a terrible nightmare…

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(Week 1) Intro To Our Miracle: This Weary Heart of Mine

 

[ Originally posted 2/18/2014 – When my heart broke. ]

This Valentines Day, I watched while you indulged in gourmet chocolates from a tulle wrapped box, how surprised you were to find a beautiful bouquet awaiting you on the counter in the morning.

I saw the dishes you ordered from your favorite restaurant and the sweet valentines that are still covering your refrigerator…

But that’s not what Valentine’s Day had in store for me this year.

February 14, 2014 left me blind-sighted and broken-hearted.

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